Quite a few had messaged me and even emailed me about my blogs going sideways from writing about art. Hence, this is going to be one of those blogs as you can see just by the title.

Allow me to explain again.

My blogs are that of myself as an artist in both the social media and the personal world. My drawings and paintings have told many stories about me without the use of words. Each piece of art captures a moment, an emotion, or an experience that words sometimes cannot fully express. The pictures themselves serve as snapshots of my internal landscape, revealing snippets from my personal journal. They are windows into my soul, offering glimpses of my thoughts, feelings, and the journey I am on as an artist.

The blogs, on the other hand, delve deeper into the narrative. They tell a more in-depth side of me without the use of pictures. Here, I have the freedom to articulate the thoughts that inspired my creations, the challenges I faced along the way, and the lessons I’ve learned through my artistic endeavors. Writing allows me to connect with you on a different level, sharing the intentions and reflections that accompany my visual work. This interplay between art and writing creates a richer tapestry of my experiences, inviting you into my world as both a viewer and a reader.

Art and writing are intertwined in my life, each enhancing the other in profound ways. Just as a painting may evoke emotions that are difficult to capture in words, a well-crafted blog can offer insights that breathe life into a piece of art. My hope is that through this blog, you can understand not just the artwork, but the heart and mind behind it. Thank you for joining me on this journey as I continue to explore the intersection of these two creative outlets.

I write this blog as I’m sitting in my recliner recovering from dental work I had done just a couple of hours ago.

Now, whether it’s the slight pain I’m having from the extractions I had done or the numbing effects that were meant for my gums have also hit my sensor waves in my brain, triggering emotions and amplifying them significantly. It’s like a roller coaster of emotions trying to come out all at once, with one powerful emotion that has been pondering my thoughts persistently since the procedure. I find myself reflecting on memories that evoke both joy and sadness, each feeling competing for attention, leading to an overwhelming sense of vulnerability. The physical discomfort intertwines with this emotional tumult, making it challenging to differentiate between the two states—each pulse of pain seems to awaken feelings I had long buried, spilling over into a cascade of nostalgia and apprehension about what lies ahead. It’s a complex interplay of sensations that leaves me both restless and contemplative, as I navigate through this intricate landscape of my mind.

Betrayal

What hurts the worse is it comes from ONLY family or friends and never an acquaintance or stranger. You see, I’m battling betrayal from just that. It hurts and it sucks, and it comes from those you put your love into, those whom you believed would support you unconditionally. This kind of betrayal is often the hardest to process, as it shatters the precious trust you’ve built over the years. It probably wouldn’t hurt so much if I didn’t love that person who would give me constant false promises and constant ghosting, leaving me in an emotional limbo where hope battles with reality. I find myself reminiscing about the moments we shared, the laughter and the stories, only to feel a deeper pain knowing that those memories are now tainted by their actions. The sense of abandonment cuts deep, making it challenging to open my heart to others, as the wounds inflicted by those closest to me remain raw and unhealed.

On the art side of things

Just for the few who’ve asked me those questions which I was happy to explain to you all once again, I want to let you know that my current drawing of nostalgia is still in progress. The details of that current drawing and what it is about can be found in my previous blog and on all my social media platforms.

I’m pouring my heart and soul into this piece, really trying to capture the essence of nostalgia and the feelings it evokes. It’s fascinating to explore how memories can shape our perceptions and experiences. The color palette I’m using is carefully chosen to reflect emotions associated with fond memories, balancing warmth and melancholy.

In my previous blog post, I dove deeper into the inspirations behind this artwork, discussing the personal significance of certain elements in the drawing. You might find that there are layers of meaning that reveal themselves upon closer inspection.

As I continue to work on it, I appreciate the support and interest from all of you. It’s incredibly motivating to know that there are people who resonate with the themes I’m exploring through my art. Stay tuned for updates, and don’t hesitate to reach out with any thoughts or questions you might have about this journey! Your engagement means the world to me, and I look forward to sharing more with you soon.

Sincerely,

David L

Healingwithart

0hi0artist@healing-with-art.com